Confused ..

So this is my 50th post ..

and right now , i feel confused ..

am in Doha , Qatar , In aljazeera Newsroom ..

and nowhere else i would love to be ..

but i still feel confused .. i am reviewing my thoughts ..

I see the world from a different view .. things keep coming and going ..

yes i have succeeded in making plenty of progress in my future career ...

But still , what's the reason of this confusion ?? .. am i someone paranoid?

i know this post looks like a trash .. its not the way i write usually ..

i just felt like writing .. and yet .. am confused