Can't Complain .. 2007 Is Vanished

Hi All .. This post is supposed to be my year finale's .. actually I've been writing in it for weeks .. more accurately .. i have been making drafts of it .. and then save it till another thought comes on mind .. its a year that is leaving today .. a 365 Days .. with Sorrow .. Happiness .. pain .. Relief .. And a lot of emotions .. started with a hope and ended with the same thing .. in between a lot of things happened .. will try to make this neat and brief as possible .. and clarify it too ..



If i start with personal side of me .. i could tell this year gave me a lot of experience through the things i passed by either social or in my career .. also this year witnessed my first experience in work ( professional work ) through which i started changing my past beliefs about life and encountered more of the values and ideas of working in a team .. accomplishing tasks .. and that frankly gave me a boost of courage i lacked for a long time .. so that's a +ive One Thing ..



If to Make It Thru for social relations .. could tell of it as a year of rises and fall backs .. i saw in it some social experiences that i didn't thru my life .. learnt a lot of new things .. had more of a boost in my character .. i admit i had made some stupid things for sure .. still not able to get of the hesitation mode i always find myself in when taking decisions .. but its at least better for now .. i started developing my own character and independence too..

i Don't want to make this long so i would like to say a few words .. i know that is life .. so i don't expect it like a bed of roses ... what's written will be seen .. but that doesn't mean that what is lost today ... could be recovered tomorrow .. may sound like illusions .. but .. i got that part of the personality which recovers me to my best side if i happen to fall .. don't know if there are other things to mention .. but .. if anything comes up in mind i will show back for it ..



Have a good time and god bless ya all ..
and spend your new year eve with god ... not with the devil ;)

* No names were mentioned here in order to respect people's privacy ..

Take Me There ..

Today I Nearly Got to the edge of death as close as it can be .. saw it with my own eyes .. an this time it turned to be like nothing matters .. anymore does it .. Let Loose My Heart .. I am not in touch again ..

Just like the words say ..

I wanna feel the rain again ...
I wanna feel the water on my skin ...
And let it all just wash away ...
All My tears and pain ..

Believe me .. its not only things like that you could get down due to .. there are a lot of pains around and inside us .. and trying to look normal and happy .. we push it off to the edge and keep doing so till we can't take it anymore .. trying to look strong and successful and keeping your word to all people ,.. its a matter of glossy painful thing ..


you pop yourself with the question .. where can i get myself extra nerves .. can't i take a backup of myself when am at least living some happy moments?

Enough Please .. Take Me Back There .. I Can't Resist Anymore ..

Think of it as been a rundown .. an escape .. whatever .. i couldn't hold it anymore .. Sorry !