Not able to forgive you ..

Not for any more crsed land , not even letters of your name after being in love with them ,,

Not able to hear your name after being always connected with defeat ,
corruption , prostitution , brookers and betrayal ,,

not able to see your people who are no longer humans ,,

not able to forgive you for all the love i gave you and you were a mother and a lover for me ,,

not able to forgive you for my people and beloved ones you tortured inside and outside ,,

not able to forgive you for all the dreams you made me loose and not have others ,,

not able to forgive you for making me loose my security and remained standing sense of terrible fear of everything and every human being and every second and every word and every consideration ,,

not able to forgive you for all the sanctities being distrubed ,, nothing anymore with a sacrity .. my body is being raided by everyone from a filthy policeman to filthy thug , my money been stolen and raided by everyone from a military officer to filthy teachers to filthy drivers to filthy merchants ,,

not able to remeber am a human from the way tou treated me and enslaved my people , freinds and beloved ones,,

not able to frogive you , you were the home of afety , and now you are home of fear of bullying and harassment, theft, forgery, corruption, injustice and oppression, imprisonment and prevention,,

not able to forgive you after been mother of world ,now you are an ogress which distors the past and has mastered the art of prostitution in all forms political, social, ideological and literal.
not able to forgive you for making my tears always flowing and my nights turn too long ,
not able to forgive you for giving me impure water , impure air , impure food , impure people

not able to forgive you Egypt ,,

You have turned a land for non-human use

in between ,,, something to mention

Hi , i will be halting a bit for sometins arised ,

till then i live you with those lyrics ,,,

so many nights,
i'd sit by my window,
waiting for someone to sing me her song.
so many dreams,
i kept deep inside me,
alone in the dark,
but now you've come along.

and you light up my life,
you give me hope,
to carry on.
you light up my days and fill my nights with song.

rollin' at sea, adrift on the waters could it be finally,
i'm turning for home finally a chance to say,
"hey, i love you" never again to be all alone.
and you light up my life, you give me hope, to carry on.

you light up my days and fill my nights with song.
you, you light up my life you give me hope to carry on ,
you light up my days and fill my nights , with song it can't be wrong
,when it feels so right cause you, you light up my life

story of B and me 3

Hi There , How are ya all doing ? so as i said last time , its almost ending an the story havnt ever gone to an end , the next part which is also the final here but not in real life ... will make am sure some controversy ... in what it will contain , sure i dont want xceed time but .... how can i say it ,,, its just to make a pre notation , however this part the humor part , the smile and laugh part , and all to what it relates , B in a strange case to see in my life holds as much humor as you can think in a weird contradiction to what it may seem to look in sometimes , i remember the other day B Had a paper and made a trumpet of it , that was real sweet , also that Smile that never glows off mostly is i confess charming and determined , i know whatever i write B Humor cant be described , that innocent look and kind appearance , B :: your Humor is somthing i cannt imagine not thinking about ,,, so :) some may find this part a bit weird or not up to the level of the other 2 parts .... dont worry ,,,, i had to write it , and the next part will really really have a suprise in it , ooooh ,,, i hear you making rumours and someone whispering about some thoughts i can read from his eyes , but really its an unxpected one and many here wont even ever ever imagine it , so all you got to do is just wait and see ...

story of B and me 2

Hi there , here i come back , like i never thought about it , things move so fast , yet you think its too early , that last episode i never thougt these comments will come , i even wrote the total stuff just for releasing my thoughts which were stuck in the midway between lungs and skull , so .... last point i wrote about was the sadness stuff , you know it isnt the sadness you hate , maybe sometimes you like to keep it just beacuse it adds more beauty to the person , B is that kind of person , i dont think i have met a replica or a copy of someone like B before , let me set things into 3 in which i will be talking ,.. the first which i will discuss here is the smartness point which is really apparent in B , but unfortunatly it is not yet revealed up completly , its not that B is not using it ,,, its about B needs to look forward , i personally dont like putting lines in my life , not to mean i just roam about without rules , well its just that you need to rise B , believe me you have it inside you , just take that move , cmon its alright , you know you can do it , maybe it will be a bit hard in the begining but later when you reach to your aim you'll surly like it ,,, just trust me ,, so :) till next time where i will be writing about the Humor side of B ....

story of B and me

Hi , Sorry for the delay but u know thoughts never reach to the adult point always , the life cycle fails at somewhere , here i come again with a kind of real-events story i am living currently , i havn't decided yet how long will it be but possibly up to 3 or 4 parts , not to waste a lot of time >>> here i go directly into the narration :: the story as how it appears from the title of someone i preferred not to mention currently but will do so in the upcoming parts , i possibly can offer some info by saying its about she and not he , i am not really into these kind of stuff and had never had one before , although am not even sure if am currently into one , the person am writing about is someone that needs help as i see it from my cerebrum ( the other side of the brain just before you exit out of it ) , i would'nt lie if i say i will llike this kind of person i would like to have as lifetime partner , helpful , kind , smart and glamourous , despite that you still see that bit of hidden sadness inside .....