Not able to forgive you ..

Not for any more crsed land , not even letters of your name after being in love with them ,,

Not able to hear your name after being always connected with defeat ,
corruption , prostitution , brookers and betrayal ,,

not able to see your people who are no longer humans ,,

not able to forgive you for all the love i gave you and you were a mother and a lover for me ,,

not able to forgive you for my people and beloved ones you tortured inside and outside ,,

not able to forgive you for all the dreams you made me loose and not have others ,,

not able to forgive you for making me loose my security and remained standing sense of terrible fear of everything and every human being and every second and every word and every consideration ,,

not able to forgive you for all the sanctities being distrubed ,, nothing anymore with a sacrity .. my body is being raided by everyone from a filthy policeman to filthy thug , my money been stolen and raided by everyone from a military officer to filthy teachers to filthy drivers to filthy merchants ,,

not able to remeber am a human from the way tou treated me and enslaved my people , freinds and beloved ones,,

not able to frogive you , you were the home of afety , and now you are home of fear of bullying and harassment, theft, forgery, corruption, injustice and oppression, imprisonment and prevention,,

not able to forgive you after been mother of world ,now you are an ogress which distors the past and has mastered the art of prostitution in all forms political, social, ideological and literal.
not able to forgive you for making my tears always flowing and my nights turn too long ,
not able to forgive you for giving me impure water , impure air , impure food , impure people

not able to forgive you Egypt ,,

You have turned a land for non-human use

in between ,,, something to mention

Hi , i will be halting a bit for sometins arised ,

till then i live you with those lyrics ,,,

so many nights,
i'd sit by my window,
waiting for someone to sing me her song.
so many dreams,
i kept deep inside me,
alone in the dark,
but now you've come along.

and you light up my life,
you give me hope,
to carry on.
you light up my days and fill my nights with song.

rollin' at sea, adrift on the waters could it be finally,
i'm turning for home finally a chance to say,
"hey, i love you" never again to be all alone.
and you light up my life, you give me hope, to carry on.

you light up my days and fill my nights with song.
you, you light up my life you give me hope to carry on ,
you light up my days and fill my nights , with song it can't be wrong
,when it feels so right cause you, you light up my life

A Land of Beauties n Morons

Hi,
sorry for all the other time i stopped writing , it was about somthing i was looking for , you know 
somthing , let me share the story from teh begining with you .............. for the past 20 days or more
, i was trying  to look into my new nickname " Egypt ... A land of beauties and Morons " , i hear you
making a rumour : Beauty and Moron! how come? believe me , that is how i was able to figure it , for the past 20 days i have been into  a kid of observation test , i looked into peoples' eyes ,  into their faces , i looked into the TV , On Girls , Boys , Adults , Everyone .... what i was sure of in the in the end was i think am right : Beauties and Morons , Beauty In Landscape , In Girls , In Day n Night , but what a shame , Morons are more than Beauties , i am writing these words and my tears are falling , my hand shaking , my body sweating , why are we treated like this , our land , our people , our everything and yet we are like strangers , like .... am sorry , i cannot contine , i leave it for your Feelings ..... 

Egypt I Started Knowing (2)

Hello There ,,

Egypt , A Part in the Heart which i can't take out , i keep thinking ... why are you in such a 
miserable condition ,  Should i stay ? Should i go away ? what can i do you ??? For Every Tear
That Flows In My Eye , For Every Pain i feel , You touch the tentacles of my heart , every poor
person , every needy person , People .... For The past 13 months i have been here a lot has come
to me , On the Road .. They shout and yell and scream at each other , but when it comes to their right , big cowards , what a SHAME !!! I was taught in Political Science that For People TO rise and prosper .. they must snatch their rights , a kind of grabbing them ,,  am sorry to say it :: I don't feel any kind of this in here , Just look at Countries we call Ignorant and Third World , they are doing it , right now look at africa ,, CONGO for an example :: 40 years of a HARD BRUTAL DICTATORSHIP , and in the end , they made it ELECTIONS , FREE ONE , it have come across me in amazement that among 56 million , 23 million voted ,, IMAGINE??? Keep Looking Forward and Make Egypt move ,,, 
Till Then , Think

Egypt I Started Knowing !!

 
Hi There ,

 

Egypt is got a lot of injustice , i was thinking !! well , i would ask myself again : why do u think about such things , i mean u r in peace , u havnt been arrested , u havnt been tortured , neither did winterbite you , u stay at home , sleeping , eating , reading , doing blahblah things , cmon face it , why the hell do u think about such things ? u are not for this land , they dont want you , they want corrupts, hypocrits , liars and those in the same category , i look around the globe trying to make a comparison :::::
, nah!! it isnt going to work >>> i sometimes think am Insane like how my freinds think of me
, cmon bro , u r not the one who is going to make it ... surly u did break some traditional barriers
and proofed marx theory was rubbish , and that Hitler was a Big looser , but wait a minute ,
do u really like this country ??? give me a break .............
yes i think i got some of the answer , there is someone u think u like here around ,
well ,, mmmm , aaaaaaa , ...........
you know what , lets talk about that next time
and hope the thought channel is clear !!
Rest in peace .....

Are You Insane ??

Hello ,,

Are You insane ? he Told me , and he was my class colleague , i thought really if i was insane for been here ?? , my name is abdallah , can't tell of a certain nationality as i personally dont believe in nationalities or lets say i feel strange where am supposed to come from , i was born in asia , raised in africa , in my 2nd year of media science study , i came thru a fact , i am not yet approved in here , three weeks ago , a teacher told me are you an egyptian ?? later she said : i will find out your secret ,, my secret which i personally cant find yet ,, in my free time between lectures i look around , someone looks at me bak , i find myself lazy despite what people think of me ,, i got a lot of thoughts inmybrain , i start writing them , in a few seconds ,, they are GONE!! hell yes , that ws such a long into , blahblah , come bak soon , my brain will be blowing out some thoughts soon ,, and find why my freind thought am insane !!
N.B. This blog Do not Apply Any kind of Spell Check or grammar correction , so dont think am typing the wrong letter !!!